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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Why so dusty?
omg...

I've been kind of sad lately, not because my classmate got a kitten and his having fun right now.
But because it brought back memories that I shared with my dogs.
Life has to move on, but I will never forget the fun we had together.

With so many project due dates approaching, I could only turn to is Taekwondo to relieve stress.
It may be a sport in Singapore, but a few of us at the club definitely don't take it that way.

Received a sms telling me that I have to turn up for training today ( I usually don't attent wed training unless I am needed there.)
Was told that I have to help out a trainee who missed six months worth of training prepare for this upcoming tournament. Not that I am unwilling to help out, but he hasn't been putting in effort into training, irregular attendence, no sense of responsibility towards Taekwondo, cannot commit to training, doesn't give a damn to fellow trainees and last of all, "si bei guai lan"
After some "internal struggle" (my angel n devil fighting each other), I eventually turned up for the training. I have to admit that either Calvin coach is very relax with him or thinks that Ji Sheng cannot make it. Reasons why I think that? Our usual training is at least 2X tougher then that T_T
Then came the good part, I was called to sparred with him. Usually when we spar with those "fighters" we try to go tougher on them. Well, that was what I did, even though I knew that I could have won him hands down. Anyway, i tried to test him. But after the third kick landed on him, he couldn't take it any more. -_-'''
He lowered his guard and started rubbing his forearms and whined!!! >_<
And there I was, so tempted to kick his head off his shoulder, which I didn't. But he got a lashing from Calvin and David coach though. =D Serves him right. Orbi orbi.. lol

In school, I guess that people change. No doubt, people are always like that.
Well... I cannot even be bothered to talk or look at some of them. But sometimes I have to, and they give me the sickening attitude. Some of them thinks that they are "so great". But they are not, because they are so petty and that is going to give them trouble when they go out to work.
He don't realise that the problem does not lie with me, but him!
Perhaps it all began from a simple misunderstanding? He didn't ask, how would I know? -_-''
Like I care...he is not the Lord, I don't need him.
But I know that deep down inside, I know that I didn't do anything wrong.
If it was because of that incident that happen last year, somewhere during our exams, I know that I will still choose to make that decision again if I have to, for his own good. Even though I knew at that time that he might not like it and we may never be as close as we used to be. But I will still make that decision. Because I take him as a buddy, and he still is. Even though he treats me like shit now. He was never "understanding" enough, that was one of the many reasons his Ex left for another guy.
Good luck my friend =)

Friendship once lost, is hard to recover

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