^TeDDiE's LiFe =)^

Sunday, April 22, 2007

hey hey...
almost 1 yr since i post here... oh well..
if u're bored n juz wanna noe wad happened 2 me its pretty simple..

busy wif final years..n training
after tat i'm working n training more...
n den b4 i knew it..enlistment letter came when i was juz abt to watch a new episode of my fav anime... zzz sg gov such a spoiler...
oh well.. i actually made it to brown for my tkd.. not bad.. pretty fast already considering tat most ppl took 3 yrs =D

alrite..enuff abt my tkd stuff.. i''' onli tell u tat i made the rite choice by taking tat up..
lol

hmm...so i saw this gal i knew quite sometime ago.. in NJD
she stil rmb me!!! so i guess i nv change much... =S
haha.. she happen to be in the youth fellowship tat belong to the church tat i go...
hahaha... so funny.. =p
alrite... so NJD grading today n i went down to support my fren Jason!
woo..nice breaking..haha
we tried to help him film his grading but den... faik the examiner wanna keep his njd syllabus secretive.. ooooh so ninja.. lol
funny crap man.. he even say wanna send us letter for filming.. dotz -_-'''
he is rich den c'mon lets play hide n seek.. hahaha
oh boy cannot tahan.. luff 2 much already >.<
n seriously those crappy stuff they were doing for the grading cannot even be considered kicks..
its more lyk swinging ur legs without control.. -_-
this kinda crap who will wanna learn.. =X
but still some ppl go on.. haiz..

i'm not saying tat NJD is bad..
juz tat some are really really bad.. rotten apples tat spoil the name of the art or wadeva it is...
some black belts i noe they r good.. those r really gd..
the diff in standard.. such a joke..

1 more thing.. how come faik put sg flag on his shoulder? lol

in any case... my brown 1 grading is 3 mths away..
if u guys wanna c the diff in standard let me noe..
n if u guys wanna join my club i'll be glad to intro u to my coach =D

Taekwondo is my life.. =D

`][=*^Me-To-You+/*][` 7:29 AM

Sunday, July 30, 2006

i have to be responsible for what i have done
i will not regret making this decision
i know what i really want in life now
i will have to work towards that
because you are doing ur best as well
i will have to try to do better
that is our dream
it is our future
a future that i share with u
we will show them that we can achieve that
we have to show them that we can make it
we are meant to be together
i dream of u every nite
each morning i wake up to train even harder..
i will keep my promise to you

`][=*^Me-To-You+/*][` 8:36 PM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

5th E-grading is over!!
hoooooo....
forget abt the unhappy events...
time for a gd celebration...

then hopefully i can recover faster...
still coughing...haiz...

oh well...got my new pet already and they are eating well...
maybe a little too well... LOL

in anyway...simply love Life...Life that the Lord granted me... =)

Janice...2pid ger...lol
my best 2pid ger...nv forget u...n i can't!
coz u r my 2pid ger mah... LOL
u will always be the little junior i noe.. =)
although i got my precious gf liao...but i nv forget u k...lol
juz tat i nv think of u...i nv did...hahaha
wad u expect...got time to think...sure think of my gf mah...
wun u 1 ur bf to think of u? lol....tats y u r the 2pid ger we all noe... =)
but...u r one of the nicest frens i hav =D

Sometimes life is full of joy
At times it is filled with misery
But life is what we make out of it
I have chosen to walk down this path with the Lord, my shepherd
With faith, I shall live each day
I accept the Gift
Waiting for the Day to arrive...

Trust and friendship once broken is hard to restore

`][=*^Me-To-You+/*][` 9:55 AM

Monday, July 10, 2006

It is about PEACE & HARMONY, it is not for fighting, it is for self-defense, it is for cultivating our mind, body and soul
It is about BALANCE in everything in our life

It is about COURAGE in the face of adversity

It is about SPEED
It is about POWER
It is about PRECISION
It is about ACCURACY
It is about CONTROL, to stay in control of situation not matter how bad it is and turn it to our advantage, never let the 7 sentiments cloud our judgements

It is about RESPECT, to respect everything from all walk of life, even the lowest creature
It is about TOLERENCE towards others who have incurred our wrath
It is about BENEVOLENCE, to forgive and forget wherever possible
It is about SINCERITY, to treat everyone without putting on a false front, not back stabbing people and talking behind others

It is about DISCIPLINE
It is about PROPRIETY
It is about RIGHTEOUSNESS

It is about GRACE, each move is to be graceful and also to be graceful to others
It is about SWIFTNESS, think fast act fast
It is about the FLOW OF MOTION, everything is linked
It is about PATRIOTISM towards our country
It is about LOYALTY toward friends
It is about FILIAL PIETY, respect elders and treat them like your own family members
It is about RELIABILITY
It is about MODESTY, there will always be others who are better than us
It is about FRUGALITY, use only what we need
It is about PRIDE in everything we do
It is about INSPIRATION to aim high
It is about the WAY OF LIFE

It is about everything, not just a sport or to acquire power and you know non of these...
It is not a sport where we go for competition and tournaments...
It is not about grade, it is also not about how well we can kick, punch, or fight
It is not about how many medals we can win
It is a philosophy... a Way of Life... that Calvin and David sir enlightened me...

It is a Way that many of us will strive to understand and put it into our life and continue to pursue

`][=*^Me-To-You+/*][` 10:18 AM

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

the hour to rush for the final report is here n yes...i'm rushing to get it done
but some parts still remain unclear. will get it done asap
with other presentations coming up... i wished the Lord gave us 48 hours n not 24 lol
y 24 anyway? lol
will juz hav to skip a few trainings n hope i dun get picked by master...
switching from coffee to tea...coz coffee doesn't keep me awake anymore...
ytd training was hell...
my feet got blisterSSSSS...
so painful..gotta let the liquid out n let it dry...so tat it heal faster...
n tat means i cannot wear covered shoes... so i didn't go for class today... shit man...
no bread...no $$$$
lol...
rusydi beginning to sound lyk forday already.. lol
hmm...bread... =P

still couldn't walk very well today...
the blisters are hurting badly...
i cannot bandage it lar... >_<
y so many blisters...fuck...

entering the next tournament? i sure hope so

`][=*^Me-To-You+/*][` 6:24 AM

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Why so dusty?
omg...

I've been kind of sad lately, not because my classmate got a kitten and his having fun right now.
But because it brought back memories that I shared with my dogs.
Life has to move on, but I will never forget the fun we had together.

With so many project due dates approaching, I could only turn to is Taekwondo to relieve stress.
It may be a sport in Singapore, but a few of us at the club definitely don't take it that way.

Received a sms telling me that I have to turn up for training today ( I usually don't attent wed training unless I am needed there.)
Was told that I have to help out a trainee who missed six months worth of training prepare for this upcoming tournament. Not that I am unwilling to help out, but he hasn't been putting in effort into training, irregular attendence, no sense of responsibility towards Taekwondo, cannot commit to training, doesn't give a damn to fellow trainees and last of all, "si bei guai lan"
After some "internal struggle" (my angel n devil fighting each other), I eventually turned up for the training. I have to admit that either Calvin coach is very relax with him or thinks that Ji Sheng cannot make it. Reasons why I think that? Our usual training is at least 2X tougher then that T_T
Then came the good part, I was called to sparred with him. Usually when we spar with those "fighters" we try to go tougher on them. Well, that was what I did, even though I knew that I could have won him hands down. Anyway, i tried to test him. But after the third kick landed on him, he couldn't take it any more. -_-'''
He lowered his guard and started rubbing his forearms and whined!!! >_<
And there I was, so tempted to kick his head off his shoulder, which I didn't. But he got a lashing from Calvin and David coach though. =D Serves him right. Orbi orbi.. lol

In school, I guess that people change. No doubt, people are always like that.
Well... I cannot even be bothered to talk or look at some of them. But sometimes I have to, and they give me the sickening attitude. Some of them thinks that they are "so great". But they are not, because they are so petty and that is going to give them trouble when they go out to work.
He don't realise that the problem does not lie with me, but him!
Perhaps it all began from a simple misunderstanding? He didn't ask, how would I know? -_-''
Like I care...he is not the Lord, I don't need him.
But I know that deep down inside, I know that I didn't do anything wrong.
If it was because of that incident that happen last year, somewhere during our exams, I know that I will still choose to make that decision again if I have to, for his own good. Even though I knew at that time that he might not like it and we may never be as close as we used to be. But I will still make that decision. Because I take him as a buddy, and he still is. Even though he treats me like shit now. He was never "understanding" enough, that was one of the many reasons his Ex left for another guy.
Good luck my friend =)

Friendship once lost, is hard to recover

`][=*^Me-To-You+/*][` 8:46 AM

Monday, May 01, 2006

just removed the bandaged from the trip to the chinese doctor yesterday
the reason i need to visit that doctor again?
i sprained my joints... yes, i sprained my joints
all thanks to the tkd grading
but its worth it...i juz got a double =)
yes i m nuts
totally mad about tkd?
am i? maybe just a little
maybe just enough to take my mind off family problems
how i envy those with a nice family
we need not talk much, but its how we treat each other tats impt
come to think of it...mine is not tat bad...i think...
i just lost the money that was meant to be used to buy an external harddisc -_-
the worse thing is tat i lost the money in the house!
it was kept in my drawer n it can be lost..
wads the world coming to?
this is not the 1st time my money went missing...
the suspect? my bro...duh... =he has been buying lots n lots of cards
those trading cards -_-'''
when i say lots...i mean it
he bought so much that those super thick card albums are not enough and he has more than 2 of those albums...
i would say tats a waste of money -_-
my parents also lost money in the house =X
the amount lost was enough to buy a new GBA
n my bro happen to hav a GBA in his room... the thing is tat we nv buy tat for him
given the fact tat his daily allowance is not a lot, how izzit possible for him to buy so much stuff?
its very disturbing... considering tat even the house is no longer safe?
my money went missing n my mum can still try to blame me for it! wtf! >_<
its my money tat went missing! how is it possible for me to steal my own money?!?!
my dad's reaction? was there even a reaction from him?! NO!
he only said that its impossible for money to go missing!
but the fact is that my money already went missing!!!!
it doesn't make any sense at all...
its not the 1st time...
this kind of things cannot go unchecked >_<
wait till i lay my hands on tat thief...
i will make him/her pay....
i will hand tat fella over to the cops for sure

alrite...i'm still feeling so frustrated... >_<
well...having removed my bandages, i can finally settle down to get some work done...

my family recently kept playing mahjong...
seriously...dun ever ask me wad it is...coz it doesn't make any sense to me
it muz be addictive...reason?
the did not prepare any food just because they wanted to play mahjong lor -_-
so ke lian de me...no food to eat..
wad to do...eat out lar...n worse thing is i gotta eat alone.. T_T

n somehow MEL is down again...wtf @_@
always down...useless system
tmr gonna be another long day =life of a student...

`][=*^Me-To-You+/*][` 8:43 AM